Imprints of the heart

Why was it me dear Lord?

Whats my purpose in this life?

Since I was a child I always felt so all alone,

Not much has changed since I have grown.

You have made me strong, but I am so tired Lord.

I was just a child, why did they leave me?

Why did he make me a woman when I was just a girl?

These things still haunt me even with children of my own.

God, send me down my path I'm supposed to be on because my bodies growing weak

Why is it always love that Im dying to seek?

I've done things that I'm not proud of that have dropped me to my knees.

The drinks, the drugs, the stripping.

Always dying for acceptance,

Even if it meant doing things that I knew were wrong.

Lord, Help me I'm having trouble staying strong.

It was you Father that took my hand in yours and showed me a better way.

You never fore sake me, you were with me every day.

My life has changed my successes great,

Why do I still have these moments Lord, no matter how hard I pray?

I feel so alone even in a crowd.

My children don't see me often,

My husband hardly proud.

Help me Lord. I am tired, my heart is growing cold.

I'm begging you Father, help me with my health.

Will I live to be old?

I know you will protect me Lord,

My faith is still true..

Why are these imprints of my heart my weakness

Why am I always blue?

Give me strength to push through another day.

Protect and forgive me, all these things I pray.

Give me comfort and courage to keep going on,

Please give me the peace me show me where I belong...